Its sunday and im trying to be productive. Im at the library with a bunch of books. my buddy Conor and me are getten some things done. Getten ready for another week. I really should do this more often. im still not sure what i want to pick as my major. I also havent been giving it much thought. im going to have to meet with my academic advisor or somthen like that.

Anyway this weekend was pretty fun i went to two different birthday parties. One on friday.
The house was huge but most rooms were closed it was really about 2 rooms that the party took place in and out back. The party was packed and i didnt recognize anyone. I went with some friends btu i didnt spend much time with them. i couldnt even find them. i didnt really enjoy myself. i was looking around for poeple i know or had talked to before and couldnt find anyone. Their were a lot of pretty girls but i brought somone with me. she didnt stick around usually doesnt. i think i didnt have a good time because it was a fraternity house. i just fealt a little unwelcome. its hard to feel welcomed when u dont recognize anyone. Some of the guys i talked to were nice to me others not really. I dont really respect the idea of the frat.
i thought it was about just going to school and makeing friends. or like a family were everyone has your back. If your in that shows you your welcomed, they like you. that doesnt sound that bad but i heard about a kid who got jumped their. He was in the frat and the other people were not. I guess the other frat members dont hold theri brothers with high value to let that happen. That makes me think the frat guys just let poeple in the frat every year to b able to bitch them around the entire pledge semester. after they had it done to them they want to get some revenge. They probly dont even like half the poeple their in the frat with.

fuck frats why am i thinken about it
the next day i went to a birthday party once again i didnt knwo the guy but i knew his friends. It was a smaller party and i had a much better time. i knew people and i met people. i brought a girl and she left with out me hahah good stuff.
that nihgt was good the hole weekend was okay.
bought time to get some of this work started so i can leave this library. Peace